White coated Devil
Maverick
4:26 PM
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I met a guy, who is looks like me and by character itself, I feels, almost like me. That was a surprising thing, which I ever faced in the life. When we talked about many things, I found he has something wrong in the mind. Yes, it is true. Like me, he never use to drink alcohol, smoking, pan eating and other immortal activities. All his friends are loving him, and he is more affectionate with girls than boys. Some of his boy friends are envy to him that, he has a collection of girls in his custody, across the world. He has 2 best friends, some flirting friends and quiet a few friends in custody. Like me, he never forget those who meets him or walks with him for a while. He loves his parents much and it is hurting to him, if some one leaves him, without reason or suddenly. He has a great mind for forgetting everything, but never forget anything. When he was talking all these to me, I smelled and remembered, once a man told me, nobody is perfect in this world. All having at least a problem. If one is more attracting to "drinks", another has interest in smoking or any other drug related activities. If one has no such kind of activities, then surely, has sexual attraction and high level of homo or bi-lingual attraction. On his talk, I sniffed many words of confession.
Then I tried to divert his conversation to wake up the sleeping devil. Almost I succeeded on that attempt. Finally, he said it with a confession. At childhood, he has an attraction to the milky breasts. He thought it was only that time attraction, but it turned him up in another way. Later he found satisfaction with homo-sexual activities with kids, but never has a musterbation. Many times, he tried to avoid the situation, but his evil mind dragging him to do that. After doing, he is confessing himself and gradually he tries to avoid the situation. He was studying the mental reflections from his friends. He found, when you are trying to hide, it becomes more powerful to come out of his mind. What is in others case, all are openly talking these and expressing their passions openely. But his inner shyness is forced him to express his passions to his friends. Many times, he had love struck with some of his girl friends; but never told them. He couldn't take any decisions due to this. Recently one girl, who is married and leading a family life, told him, "you are so lovely man. Any girls, who understand you, love you. You are so sweet guy." His reply was only a smile. He never tried to watch publicly, a porno graphic movies or pictures, but enjoyed himself publicly, he said. To his attempt to stop from the sexual activities with kids, another passion was emerging in his mind, dreaming a sexual relation with those ladies who he is seeing on his way. He thought, it is quite normal to this age group, but it is growing very badly. He confesses, sometimes, he thought about his mother and sister too. He wanted to throw out all these characters, but can't. Those who are seeing, says, what a nice person, but he says, " I only know, what I am? My mind is blowing daily."
After his confession, he said to me, " I know, you may write about it on your blog. Let it reveal to the world thru any media, but give a good title." I feels, this title is perfect. He may read this and will comment. What you feels??
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