The Concepts

     There will be one or more persons in your life, whom you like to sit with for a few moments, without telling anything.  Their presence, by virtual or physical, make you so much happier and give you comfort in all the sense.  But there will be few people, you love to be with them, but when they near you really think, they shouldn't be nearby.  Why does we (or I?) feel like that?  Have you ever felt like these?  The question rolling in my mind for years.  But no clear answer.  A fabricated words will not have any perfection.  When it falls from the heart, there is perfection.       There are two reasons, I feel.  It's love or to be loved and possess.  Possessiveness and love are different.  Possessiveness can tell as an extremity of love.  Isn't really love? Answer can be yes or no.  When you love somebody with open heart you love to be with them and the presence will change...

Another Eid eve has gone.  I still re-collect the lively moments of my good friend Roshizal Ibrahim ( Ijan ).  He was active, jovial and friendly with everybody.  I used to advise him for his heavy smoking habit.  He always smiles at me, when I advise.  Whatever obstacles, his approach to them was very cool minded and with a smile.  Every time Hari Raya ( Ramzan ) Open House, he used to invite me and I used to be with him.  In fact, I never imagined it would have been our last open house.  He was the coordinator of our badminton team.  Very good and active player.  I was enjoying with them to play.  Every week he arrange at least one game for everybody.  The day before Michael Jackson passed away, was his last game with us.  They all played till early morning 2:00am.  He went off to home and slept off; never woke up.  It was shocking news to all of us.  I still wanted to re-collect him at this Ramzan time....