Autumn. Ah, the word gives us a very good and relaxes feelings, right? Here, my "autumn" also gives me the same feeling. But, when the tears I found from her heart, keeps me think about her.

We met through telephone almost 3 years back. She wanted to be in touch with me, due to the nature of my work. That conversation leads to the friendly time pass conversations. That was her nature. She is very easy person to be mingled with anybody. But, I am so choosy always. I was analyzing her from the top to bottom. Since, she is very very simple girl, the first day itself, my survey about her finished. She is 4 years elder than me, but there is no boundaries in our friendship. There was time limit for our conversation, very first time. Later it turned a situation like; we should have to hear each other at least one time in a day. The feelings grown up like, she got a shoulder to cry. We two have similarities in many things. But she is far better than me. Because of this, I don’t want to keenly check her. I could remotely identify what she feels now. I knew her inner feelings; I knew her unrevealed feelings and sorrows. Once, when I told her about all those, she was amazingly asked me "how come you knew it? I even hadn’t talked about all these with my sister too". That was our relation. A well bonded heart relation.

World’s most difficult word to express is "Love". Nobody can directly say, "I love you". It is not easy as writing. But to her, I said while looking into her eyes. But that love doesn’t mean, what others meant. Before she said to me, I knew, she got many lover proposals and marriage proposals from here college mates and colleagues. Still one guy is behind her, with the proposal and he is the same age of her younger sister. A lady like her is very difficult to find today’s world. She is so loyal to everything. She never knows the word "hate" and never complained about anything. She only knows "love and care". If you talk to her once, you may fall in love with her. That is her nature. She is the eldest daughter in her family. She discusses all the matter with her mother and her sister. Never said lies; only once. Our relation is growing much better than earlier. There is no secret between us. When she wanted to take rest on my shoulder, she comes to me immediately. Her parents knew me and they have a good impression about me. When we met very first time, that was unforgettable, she was so excited. I can’t express that through words. But our meeting was only for few minutes. But my presence given her relaxation. I knew she loves me. But she fears to express it, like her nature. I knew it very well and asked her. But, in that sensitive matter, she always bravely behaves. I always say, if you would have the same age of mine, I would have married you. She laughs, to hide her feelings. But I know what that was.

In her career life, many stumbling blocks came up. I always stand beside her to help. She and her family admit that. I see some difficulties in her future life. Like her parents, I always worried about her, because I love her that much. The suppression of her feelings made her a person, who can withstand any situations. But that nature closed her dreaming about, what other ladies does in this age. But "we" all are bit worried, but working for her. I say, you always have my shoulder. At the time of my proposals, when my parents told me to find a girl for myself, the first question they aimed to her. The same question was asked by her parents too. But what others saw was not in our life. We bonded with pure friendship, but much more than a friend. The tears comes out from her eyes, never seen anybody, but I saw it and rectified it. Still anytime it may overflow. My prayers are always filled with her. Oh God, give some mercy to her.